My adversary - a tech billionaire - decided he wanted to drag me to Hell. This takes time because Heaven and Hell are vibrational states that correspond to how you feel and what you believe. He attached himself to me and triggered psychosis - putting me through increasingly hopeless life and death situations until I was worn down and my nervous system and neural system shot. Now, increasingly, the beautiful life I had worked so hard to reflect was crumbling and in its place was a loud, aggressive, suffocating hellscape. Where I once heard angels offering aid and forgiveness I now heard devils condemning me to suffer and listing off my sins and missteps, not to help me learn but to justify their torment. My body withered and I could not sleep for weeks on end - full on madness - I wandered through a city in which the slightest misstep triggered those around me to lash out in violence. I learned to hide and keep quiet, not to enter buildings as I walked on bloody feet for days that felt like years ( I even saw the seasons change over and over) in what can best be described as the seemingly never ending backrooms of reality. The trick to getting out, I found, was to accept all the accusations made against me with humility and let my faults come to light to myself fully - only then can you get out and in some cases you may still have to face the consequences of your actions on earth. It's sort of a big trial but with maniacal demons trying to trick you into thinking some things are worse than they are so you will let them torment you. Discern what you truly regret doing and release it. Own the rest. Then when you finally fall asleep you will find a portal at the very end of Hell - like an Etcher - the fire will turn to water and you will be able to climb through the other side and see to your wounds. It is deeply painful but deeply purifying. Be strong about it, Be stoic. To resist or to deny or panic will only pull the exit further from your grasp.